How the fuck am I tired?

I amazed at just how much sleep my body needs now that I do nothing. I am either watching tv or doing work on my computer. All day long I am mostly sitting on my ass, yet I still feel tired. I don't understand this, when I worked two jobs I couldn't get myself to sleep after work. Now I take 3 naps a day. The only thing I can think of is your brain is constantly exhausted when your crazy. Think about it, I battle my brain all day to get out of bed, eat, wash, and do something with myself. All those things are very mentally demanding meaning I am left with absolute zero energy.
Or it could be that I spend most of my time trying to get myself health again. Distracting myself from depression by doing various crafts or work online. No matter what the problem is, I am actually getting sick of my bed. Maybe, if I sleep on the floor like they do in Asia I'll never want to sleep? it could be the key to not being lazy, make your house so uncomfortable you never want to be there. This means my $1,200 bed and satin sheet will be the death of me. Too soft to every give up!

To keep this blog or not to keep this blog? That is the new age question!

I have had this blog for a long time but never bothered to keep up with it. My life was constantly busy with work, school, family, friends, and occasionally boyfriends. Now I have crippling agoraphobia which means I have nothing but time to constantly blog about nothing. Like this post right here, completely not needed at all and completely noneducational. It is strictly just a message between you and me stating: I am lazy and too embarrassed to continue an old blog!
the great thing about this blog is it is a catch all blog. I have a blog for things you should know, Asian things, and my struggle with agoraphobia but I need a blog where I can write anything, just opinions. I think this will be it. If you have read all of this, congratulations you have wasted you time on utter babble. Kudos to you :)